Thursday, January 01, 2004
..yaWwNn..
Happy new year everyone! =) I am so fricken exausted..I babysat the twins last night and their sucha handfull..on top of that I had the puppy and cats there aswell. When everyone got back today...they were too funny. The twins and I got up around 10 and got dressed and all, then Stacie, Karina, Dan and Phil got back around..uMm..11:30ish? Idk..Then Nick finally got back a little while later. They pretty much all crashed on the coach and I just got home from there..so im guessing there still there! =P Blah..I needta rest, I am so tired & I dont feel good at all..:-(..and just everything! I'll write more later.
Cathy: Im so sorry hunny...:-/ Guys are just butt-heads lately!
x0x0-dani
Posted at 02:03 am by SiLenTxfAiRy
Wednesday, December 31, 2003
..hurtinn..
What to say..What to say? Im reallie excited about a brand new year. This year was probably one of the worst so far, it was definitally a rollercoaster. Im just glad that I survived it. =) I seam pretty mellow today, cheery..but just mellow and calm. Yah, I know hard to believe. But, after talking to Brian last night before practice it just reallie gave meeh a reality check of how important he is to meeh. My abs still hurt from last nights practice..is that a good thing? Im hoping! :-D *Wishin for ah 6-pac by summer!* :-D haha! Candice is due in about 1 1/2 weeks..but for some odd reason I think the babys coming tonight, most everyone in the family thinks so. =) What a new years that would be. Well...I guess I should go do something; get dressed? Idk...Or maybe just write a bit more.
Karina:: Im so sorry for everything that is going on lately, You know you can always call meeh and tell meeh anything. I wont ever judge you badly, your my sis and no matter what I love you. Promise, things will get better..its just a matter of time. Your a strong person, beautiful, talented, loving, caring but mostly your just you. Anyone that is going to be negative towards you; you dont need them in your life sis. Even though im younger..not smaller ;-) You can still talk to meeh about stuff! =) Love you!
Velocity: SarahG, Kristen, DanielleM, SarahL, Cathy -Girls its reallie nice to know that your always here for meeh to talk about "little situations" we always have the best times together. Thanks.
Sarah:Im gunna spraypaint my hair! haha! JESSICA SIMPSON MOMENT!! :-D
Kristen:Bad girls..we're bad to the soccer ball? The parking lot..;-) hehe!
Cathy:Dont be bad with you know who!! ;-) Be naughty! haha!
Danielle:We never gossip, we're perfect angels! :-D
SarahL: I love the hair cut..so shush! :-)
HuMm..just a few more shout outs! =)
NickT:I miss you hun, we needta get together over vacation..member meeh and tory are sleepin over one of these nights! ;-)
Kyle:Your the best sweetie..you know I love you! =) We're STILL getting married!
Becca:Planning out collage alreadie...we're going on a ROADTRIP! lol! Wait..all those collages you named are in North Carloina? Wow! haha! Im slow...=) Best memz!
Michaela:We always have the best times stealing..wait borrowing stuff!
Anthony:A lot of the stuff I said was just cuz I was mad hunny..you know I love you. Sorry about the hate cloud! haha..im sucha dufus!
Robbie:I miss you hun, even though your down the road! Im still mad I didnt get fricken bruce for xmas!! lol!
Katie: When are we gunna fricken meet!? lol!
Blah..too lazy to write more..you know I love ya'll! =)
x0x0-Dani
Posted at 04:52 pm by SiLenTxfAiRy
Tuesday, December 30, 2003
almost 2004..=O!
Well..today was just one heck of ah day. Where do I begin...I guess last night? Well..last night was probably one of the worst nights, so many bad things happened..but dont worry there all iight now. After Brian got back from Anthonys we finally had a chance to talk; just meeh and him. I felt like sucha bitch by some of the things I said, but he made meeh promise him to always be completly honest. So, I did. Things turned out good...Nothing can keep Brian and I apart; nothing. Im guessing about a thousand tears were sheaded..and about one hundred im sorrys..but hey, nothing is stronger then love..nothing. =)
Just got back from practice, a few hours ago now. Gosh, we actually got to practice on the turf! Thank goodness, of corse I just haddta forget my soccer sox..but thank goodness Krista had xtras!! There were about 5 stations set up working on foot skills, shooting..blah I dun even know..but it was fricken tiring! But, I am glad we did that all..It deff. felt good to work out and burn ah sweat. (Yah..Yah I know gross) =P I think tonight really tested individual strengths, which was good for some and bad for others. Just cant wait till playoffs this sunday, even though we lost every game I have confidence we can get in there and win! =D For some reason tonight, I feel like I got closer to ah few of the girls, which is great. :-) I just hope that all practices go like that...with a little less working out (hehe)
Well..tommorow is new years eve. How fun, well not reallie. Im babysitting the twins; so that will be sorta cool. I havent reallie seen them in ah while and it will just be good to get out of the house aswell. Im sure ill be on the pc there..that is if Brianna lets meeh! Haha! Brianna and Baileigh are so fricken big now, gosh..I can remember when they were born. As usual..Baileigh is just like meeh when I was ah kid; so its sort of easy to take care of her, since i know all her little tricks. Brianna is definitally the princess/mommy, :-) She just loves everything perfect and everything neat. She def. keeps Baileigh and even myself in line! Geeze..and I thought I was the babysitter! =P
Today was just one of those days that made meeh aprechate my friends and the strong bonds we have. So many things are going on right now, and I just dont know how to deal with it all thats all. Well..I am tiredd!! Im heading to bed in a few, goodnight.
Personal Note:: I just wanted to say something to all my friends, and anyone that cares to read this. Lately things have been so hectic for meeh, not just with school and soccer but my dad aswell. =/..Everythings alright, its just Im sorry if I flip out about little things lately, I just reallie need to make the new year a year that I can controll things that happen around me. Im sorry for anything negative I said or how I acted. I would like to thank Sarah, Kyle, Nick, Robbie and Timmy. Thanks to you all...I was able to look past what was going on and see that its not the end of the world, and we will work through it. Thank you for being there for meeh, and always being so positive. Anthony- Most of the things I said were just out of anger, Im so sorry for being sucha bitch to you..I reallie am. I wouldnt ever want to loose you as one of my best friends, we've survived what..13 years? We can survive little fights.
Brian: Thanks hunny for being honest and just letting everything work its self out. Nothing can come between us, I think we've reallie learned that between time. Love is what keeps us together, and strong. And baby, you & I both only understand just how much one another cares for eachother.
x0x0-Dani
Posted at 02:00 am by SiLenTxfAiRy
Monday, December 29, 2003
..bored..
Okay, last night when Brian and I were talkin I asked if he wanted to come over after playin ah long day of soccer and I knew he wuz hanging out with Anth, so it would be cool if we hung out for ah little. NoOo..of corse not! Brian fckin calls meeh at about 5ish, telling meeh he got back around 3! AND..that hes sleepin over anthonys. Gosh, All I wanted to do was see the fricken kid..w/e! Im pissed right about now, I hate things when they dont go my way..im just that kind of "Spoiled Bitch" In someone I dont want to say...*COUGH..COUGH* words. UgHh..w/e I cant do anything about it now; Im just pissed & I was hopeing to actually do something tonight, like hang out with my fckin boyfriend!!! GrRr!!! I needta get some of this anger out...w/e its not like anyone cares anymore, lately I feel like Im the only one that cares.
This fckin vacation seams like its a fckin break between Brian and I. He came to my game yesterday and everytime I looked up either while I was playing or sitting out waiting to go in, he was always turned talking to anthony. Thank god Brians not fckin clingy...cuz if he wuz then I would def. have more to say. Cant fckin wait till S.S. next semester...I can just see it now. Class with brian and anthony for fckin an hour or w/e...geeze, this KIDS need to grow up! GRRRRR!!!!! I just feel like screaming right about NOW!
I cant wait till I get my licence, so when something like this happens I can just escape from reality and be alone, somewhere its my own space..in something I control. Yah, Yah..Im sure if your reading this then your like "Whoah, chick could you bitch a bit more!?" Well..Im just upset thats all...
Let me ask YOU a question for once...Would you rather meeh bitch or cry? Honestly...Respond to this question in my guestbook thang. Thnxx
Kk...I gutta go do something else, w/e screw guys right about now!
-Some of the stuff I said, was just outa being pissed..nothing aganist anyone-
x0x0-Dani
Posted at 06:35 am by SiLenTxfAiRy
*questions*
::i n f o::
1) What is your name? Danielle :-)
2) Have you ever had a song written about you? uMm..idk?
3) What song makes you cry? Sad love songs! *Tearz*
4) What song makes you happy? UmMm..idk..songs that make meeh think of Brian! =)
5) What do you like to listen to before bed? UhH..the telly vision!
::a p p e a r a n c e::
HEIGHT: 5'1
HAIR COLOR: Brownish/Black..Hopefully changing SOON!
SKIN COLOR: Tan
EYE COLOR: Brown
PIERCINGS: Two in each ear
TATTOOS: Nope Nope
::r i g h t :n o w::
WHAT COLOR PANTS ARE YOU WEARING?: uMm..Im wearing my Pink PJ pantz!
WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO?: NuFFin!
WHAT TASTE IS IN YOUR MOUTH?: Spit?...lol, is that ah taste?
WHAT'S THE WEATHER LKE?: Actually, for December its wicked NICE!
HOW ARE YOU? DorKie! =D
::d o :y o u::
GET MOTION SICKNESS?: NoPe!
HAVE A BAD HABIT?: YuPp
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS?: EhhH..yah
LIKE TO DRIVE?: HELL YAH!
::f a v o r i t e s::
TV SHOW: uMm..Idk?
SHAMPOO: Herbal Essences Fruit Fusions
BOOK: JaDe GreEn
MAGAZINE: YM
NON-ALCOHOLIC DRINK: Virgin Mud Slide! o_0
ALCOHOLIC DRINK: Coffee Brandi
THING TO DO ON THE WEEKEND: sLeeP & Play Soccerr!
BAND OR GROUP or SINGER or RAPPER: NfG * GC *
::h a v e: y o u::
BROKEN THE LAW: I dun think so
RAN AWAY FROM HOME: NoPe
SNUCK OUT OF THE HOUSE: Other pPlz house
EVER GONE SKINNY DIPPING: UgHh..NoPE!
MADE A PRANK PHONE CALL: LmAo..Yahhh! (Is your Tv running? WOOPS!!)
EVER TIPPED OVER AIR: LmAo..Of CorSe!
SKIPPED SCHOOL BEFORE: NoOo...*Tee*Hee*
FELL ASLEEP IN THE SHOWER/BATH: Giggle..YuPp
BEEN IN A SCHOOL PLAY: NoOoOoooOo!
LET A FRIEND CRY ON YOUR SHOULDER: Of Corse! :-)
::l o v e::
BOYFRIEND: BrIaN
GIRLFRIEND: uHh...idk wut to put here?
SEXUALITY: Straight
CHILDREN: NoNe!
CURRENT CRUSH: BrIan!
BEEN IN LOVE?: yeSs
HAD A HARD TIME GETTING OVER SOMEONE: Yes!
BEEN HURT?: Uh-Hua
GONE OUT WITH A SOMEONE YOU ONLY KNEW FOR THREE DAYS: NoPe
::r a n d o m::
DO YOU HAVE A JOB: NoT RiGht Now! :-(
YOUR CD PLAYER HAS IN IT RIGHT NOW: KeNnY ChEsnEy
IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?: PRINCESS PINK!!!
WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY?: Friends * Family * Brian
WHO MAKES YOU THE HAPPIEST?: BrIan! =D
WHAT'S THE NEXT CD YOU'RE GONNA GET?: IdK
::w h o / w h e n / w h a t : w a s : t h e : l a s t::
TIME YOU CRIED?: FeW WeeKs AgO
YOU GOT A REAL LETTER?: UMm..On My BdaY
YOU GOT E-MAIL: 2Day
THING YOU PURCHASED: UhHh...WeAtherVanE stuff!
TV PROGRAM YOU WATCHED: Newlyweds on MTV
MOVIE YOU SAW AT THE THEATER: uMm....Mona Lisa SmilE :-D
PERSON YOU HUGGED: BrIan..like..fckin LAST WEEK!! :-(:-(
*QueStioNz..QuesTioNz..Hey, this is MY journal..I can have anythin I want in here!*
x0x0-Dani
Posted at 03:39 am by SiLenTxfAiRy
vacation! :)
Oh gosh, Im so excited the first full week of vacation, not to mention the last! =( Thats alright..Im livin this week up baby; anything that happens is between meeh and winter vaca! ;-) (Nothing bad of corse!) OmFg, Im so skurred to get an e-mail back from fricken Kevin, I e-mailed him about the velocity conflict thats been goin on..EKK! Ehh..okay dun wanna talk about that! HuMm..3 days till New Years! Im gunna babysit the twins on New Years eve..so exciting! Could I hang out with 4 yr olds on New Years, lol! Thats iight though...No1 is comin along since Sarahs hanging out with the bf, SoOo..idk who else to invite..HuMm...I'll keep on thinkin. I had ah fricken appt. at 7 am this morning for some breathing test thang, idk it was messed! Anyways, she made meeh inhale this "Medicine" for like 10 minuets..yah that def. made my head spin! haha! Brian and Anthony are at their soccer tourney all day, but he'll be home soon..then I think hes comin over..idk yet. Almost 7 months with Brian, so excited! :-D Well..Nothing else really has happened lately. WAIT!!! OHH YAH!!! haha! Yesterday I went to the mall after our velocity game, and I got ah brand new dvd player for my room! :-D So xcited! haha! UMmM..I almost beat up ah fat lady in the food court (Sarah..lmao!) uMm..I dun even know what else happened at the mall..to many funny things happen when im with the momma. I guess I should go do sumfin..O_o Laterz!
x0x0-Dani
Posted at 02:34 am by SiLenTxfAiRy
Saturday, December 27, 2003
*questions*
RIGHT NOW....
I see: The picture of Brian and I
I need: Brian here by my side
I find: nothing
I wish: I was sleeping & dreaming
I love: ...BRIAN!...
I hate: a lot of things right now
I miss: Brian :-(
I fear: life itself
I feel: bored
I hear: Myself typing
I crave: Candy!! YuMm!
I search: For my CUTE pjz!
I wonder: Why does life have to be so complicated?
WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU...
Smiled: Last time I saw Brian
Laughed: Last Nite
Danced: Christmas Morning
Watched your favorite movie: Today! =) (Well one of em, FINDING NEMO!)
Had a nightmare: Last night...:'-( I dont wanna talk about it!
A LAST TIME FOR EVERYTHING
Last book you read: A child Called It
Last movie you saw: Mona Lisa Smile
Last song you heard: Clay Aiken "Invisable"
Last thing you had to drink: Sprite!
Last time you showered: about 3 hrs ago
Last thing you ate: Pop-o-corn!
DO YOU...
Smoke: HELL NO!
Do drugs: HELL NO!
Have sex: HELL NO!
Sleep with stuffed animals: Of corse!
Live in the moment: I guess..idk?
Have a boyfriend: YUP! :-D
Have a dream that keeps coming back: Yup
Play an instrument: I use to
Believe there is life on other planets: Ehh..not reallie
Remember your first love: YupPp!
Still love him/her: NoPe!
Read the newspaper: Sometimes, if im bored..
Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever: Yes, Definitally.
Consider love a mistake: Not at all
Like the taste of alcohol: Ughh..NoPe!
Have a favorite candy: YuP! Sweedish Fish!
Believe in astrology: Yup!
Believe in magic: Sorta
Believe in God: Of Corse!
Pray: Sometimes
Go to church: Christmas, Easter and Anniversity of Mothers death.
Have any secrets: Everyone does..
Have any pets: Nope..but still wishin for ah puppy!
Do well in school: Not Reallie
Wear hats: UhHh..I steal Nicks in Spanish
Piercings: If ears count
Have any tattoos: NawWw
Hate yourself: Depends whats going on, and what kind on Mood Im in
Have an obsession: YuPpP
Have a secret crush: Nope, Everyone Knows the only boy im crushin & lovin is Brian
Do they know yet: DuhHh!
Collect anything: UmMm..yah, memories.
Have a best friend: YuPp! Tonz!
Wish on stars: Of Corse!
Like your handwriting: Yeah..
Have any bad habits: Tonz..and TONZ!!
Care about looks: For guys, somewhat..for girls, not as much..for myself, yes.
Believe in Satan: Yes
Believe in ghosts: Yup
--Well, that was fun, lets find some more brain busters! :-P Laterz!--
(Actually, just answering questions about myself sort of put meeh in a better mood..HuMm..Im sucha weird person, Sometimes I dont even understand myself)
x0x0-Danielle
Posted at 10:10 pm by SiLenTxfAiRy
Saturday, December 27th
Well..this is my first journal entry. It definitally feels good to be writting again. I just got back from seeing "Mona Lisa Smile" with my sister Karina. Its always nice to spend time with her, we're always so busy now a days. I have an early game tommorow for velocity which Im pretty excited for. Idk why, last week was the first week I reallie played all that good. Idk, theres just a lot going on right now thats all. I talked to Brian today, but I was in a bad mood at the time and I just wanted to get home so I deff. treated him like shit..and in the end I feel like the horrible person, which I am. :-( Anyways, It was an alright day. Not a lot got accomplished, but ehh..theres always tommorow. *SiGh* Im so glad that we're on vacation, its just I hate being away from Brian. After all last summer seeing him not that many times gave meeh an outlook for how school would be. But, its totally diffrent I see him all the time. Now that we have this long vacation, here we go again..I totally miss him. :-(
I hate vacations, just because I am away from everyone!
x0x0-Danielle
Posted at 09:50 pm by SiLenTxfAiRy
